Sunday, June 14, 2020

Fact Checking Brandon Tatum

Racism hits deep for us. We are a multi-ethnic family. Our children have already experienced racism. I am concerned by the misinformation and outright lies going around, so I've taken a few days of prayer and preparation to write this post, which will include links to other resources and videos.  There are numerous lists that you can find using Google, to find great reading lists, movies, and articles to read to educate yourself on the issue.  My purpose for this post is not to do that. I can compile some lists of resources for another post. My purpose is to address the hurtful, outright lies and videos circulating on social media. These are extremely hurtful and continue to fan the fires of racism.  They add insult to centuries old injury. Enough is enough!  I pray as you read and research that you will ask God to search your heart and your thoughts.  We are all prejudiced. It is an ongoing process that requires humility and tearing down defences.  Layer by layer, we can strip away our prejudices and become allies to our brothers and sisters of color.


Today I am only going to address one video.  There are several popular videos circulating by Candace Owen and Brandon Tatumm and a few others. Both of these individuals have videos on Prager U and both have a history of working for and/or with Turning Point USA.  
Turning Point USA claims to be a non-partisan organization, however one of their chapters is Students for Trump.  The organization has a very long list of questionable activities and incidents of racism, including anti-Semitism.  Like, a very long list which you can read for yourself. 

PragerU is a big sponsor of Turning Point USA. Both organisations deny that White privilege exists or that there is systemic racism.  They believe that it is all theory and nonsense. Daily Wire is owned by the Wilks brothers who also fund PragerU. PragerU has affiliated itself with White nationalists and is funded by people who have intentionally connected themselves to white supremacists. After this post, I will include some helpful links for you to do your own research and fact-checking on things you hear/read. (Credit to my Facebook friend, Chelsea for doing some of this research.)

As an aside, Candace Owen has her own very concerning history of racist statements towards Black Americans. When questioned on Trump’s history of racism and sexual assault/rape, she was uninformed and ignorant of the facts.  The following article highlights this and some of the troubling information above: https://www.phillymag.com/news/2019/09/04/candace-owens-blexit/

Others have disputed Candace Owens’ videos, but I have yet to see anyone commenting on Brandon Tatum’s concerning (and dangerous) videos circulating.  I have only watched one, so I will comment on that one.  I find it concerning that both of these individuals are spreading a similar false narrative and are both connected to Turning Point USA and PragerU. Here is a link for the video I am debunking today: https://www.youtube.com/watch?time_continue=4&v=-2N2w4d0N0w&feature=emb_logo. I will put my fact-finding information and thoughts in a different color font, and the video narrative will be in white. 



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The video opens with Brandon asking what all of the protesting, rioting, and looting have accomplished. He mistakenly and wrongly lumps social media protesters, peaceful protesters—really all protesters—in with the rioters and looters. He also puts the blame on protesters for destruction of property and killing.  

He repeatedly asks, “What have you accomplished?”  
Eyewitnesses that I personally know have stated that people were bussed in to the protests and that is when things turned violent. It is not fair to lump everyone into the same category.  Also, a lot has been accomplished and will be accomplished by the protesting.
To name a few:
1.  Minneapolis has banned the choke-hold and strangle-hold, 
2.  The four officers involved in George Floyd’s murder have been arrested and charged,
3.  Wisconsin is passing legislation to update it's use-of-force guidelines
4.  Maryland lawmakers have announced a police reform work group
5.  Seattle Police Chief is banning the use of tear gas on crowds and calling for a review of crowd control tactics.
6.  In Denver, a federal judge has limited police use of rubber bullets and tear gas
7.  Louisville, KY is banning no-knock warrants after Breonna Taylor was killed. 
8. San Fransisco has announced that they will have trained unarmed professionals who will handle non-criminal calls (think homelessness, mental health calls, school issues, etc)

Our country still has a long, long way to go, but the protests have certainly gone a long way to move things along and I read about new changes and reforms each day.

As the video continues, he launches into some falsehoods regarding police interaction: 
·      There are no negative interactions with police and all interactions are justified (i.e. if you got pulled over you deserved it and you know it). 
·      There are 44 million African-Americans in America and in 2019 there were only 9 negative interactions with police resulting in 9 unarmed Black people being shot. In 2020 there have been 3 so far: Breonna Taylor, who was involved in drugs and two others who were doing things they had no business doing. 
o   There are about 40 million Black people in America, and they make up 12% of the population. There is no possible way to determine how many negative interactions that Black people have with police. 
o   Many incidents are only brought to our attention because they are caught on cell phone or dash cams and posted to social media. One has to wonder how many hundreds (thousands, even?) of cases have gone undocumented in the past or continue to because a person did not have a cell phone to record the negative interaction.
·      If the justice system determines that use of force, including deadly force, was justified, then it was justified. We need to trust the justice system. 
o   Police should not be conducting their own internal investigations. And his point would be okay in a perfect world with no corruption, but we know that is not the case. I feel this is a circular argument, where we really could not ever know the total scope of fairness and integrity, or lack thereof in the justice system. Ideally, an outside, objective entity investigating incidents would be best. 
·      His next point is unrelated to police brutality or racial profiling, but he brings up Black on Black crime and says that it is ruining the reputation of Black people and is animalistic. 
o   We have to beware when others use words like “animalistic.” This dehumanizes people and can easily lead to justifying brutality and murder.  From my Facebook friend, Chelsea: “claiming systemic racism doesn’t exist and black people are disproportionately arrested/incarcerated because they ‘commit more crime’ not only ignores the facts behind police and institutional biases, along with bias in education and the workplace, but it also leads to the conclusion that black people are inherently criminal/violent. That is obviously not true, especially given that God created every person with love and care and we are all equal children of God, each of us prone to sin, worthy of forgiveness, and able to love exactly the same. “
o   FBI.gov gives staistics regarding crime and breaks it down by race, as well as the Bureau of Justice Statistics (BJS). According to prisonpolicy.org, backed up by BJS studies, Black on Black crime occurs at about the same rates as white on white crime. From https://www.prisonpolicy.org/blog/2018/05/03/homicide_overtime
 : “Unfortunately, conversations about this problem often fall back on the assumption that violence in the Black communities has cultural—or even biological—roots. But these assumptions aren’t supported by data. …Economic disadvantage, not race, is the strongest predictor of violence in a particular neighborhood.”
·     Mr. Tatum now turns the conversation to his white listeners. He says to stop virtue signaling. He says white privilege is a myth and it is not reality nor common sense. He believes that acknowledging it perpetuates racism and is saying that you are better than everyone else.  He claims that virtue signaling is fanning the fire of racism. Whites should not be kneeling and confessing white privilege, claims Tatum, and he goes on to say that there is no good in taking responsibility, confessing, or repenting of the past wrongs of white racists. 
o   I do not believe that standing in solidarity or condemning injustices is virtue signaling.  If you are doing it for the praise of men rather than for moral issues, that is really your business. White people should not feel shamed for speaking out, taking a stand against, or standing in solidarity with the oppressed. There are numerous Scriptures to back this up, one is Proverbs 31:8-9.  Also according to every speaker I've listened to, book I've read, and news articles I've read, the Black community wants us to be their allies and fight this good fight with them.  Together, united, we are stronger!
o   There certainly is Biblical merit to confessing and repenting of past wrongs committed by our country and government. In Nehemiah 1:6, Nehemiah prayed for the sins of his father’s house.   Joshua 9:3-6, 11-20; 2 Samuel 21:1-6, 13, 14:  These verses (in very short summary) tell us that King David was held accountable for a covenant that King Saul broke. This covenant that was made about 400 years prior to their reigns.  King David had to repent on behalf of wrongs that were not committed by him.
He ridicules standing in solidarity and disrespects George Floyd (saying his arrest and death were justified by him lying and resisting arrest, using counterfeit money, and drugs).
o   Regardless of someone’s past offenses, they do not deserve to be murdered, period.  Also, not all of these things are true about George Floyd. I watch ALL of the video footage, even the street cams, leading up to his death and he did not resist arrest. 
He says that oppression in the Black community is unsubstantiated; it does not exist. He claims that Blacks oppress themselves and that “the system will make you rich if you do the right things” and “the system ain’t against you, you are against you.”
o   In the Economic State of Black America, published by the Joint Economic Committee, we read that, “The data reveal…on average, Black Americans face much more difficult circumstances than their White counterparts.” There is a huge gap in the median wealth, in home ownership, and life-span. The incarceration rates are six times higher, (one factor- more whites use cocaine and marijuana than Blacks, but Blacks are arrested at a higher rate and given longer sentences than whites), segregation continues to be a problem (IT’S 2020, PEOPLE!!!) resulting in poor quality secondary education, which results in worse economic outcomes. https://www.jec.senate.gov -> report (PDF) entitled Economic State of Black America 2020
o   These conditions are a direct result of systemic racism, therefore, Mr. Tatum is wrong. The system is definitely against Blacks. https://youtu.be/YrHIQIO_bdQ
Mr. Tatum winds down the video saying that it is brainwashing to believe: that other races and the public are against you, that white privilege and systemic racism exist. These were already addressed in other points. Here is a good video explaining privilege:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FBQx8FmOT_0&feature=share
And this link contains a must-watch video showing current ways Blacks are still discriminated against in today's world:
https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/wonk/wp/2015/05/01/8-reasons-and-one-powerful-video-show-why-racism-is-real-in-america/?fbclid=IwAR01wMRiQMOzmdsOuKlJCbcex7e9yi2F5Fg-vbDbA4tGYar88eSRYT4nYiw


The only good point Mr. Tatum makes is his last one: Look in the mirror and ask how to make the world better, put action behind your words. May we all do that!  

Below are some helpful links to do your own research and fact-finding, with many thanks to my Facebook friend, Chelsea, for sharing lots of these.  

“As Christians, we are constantly called to examine our own hearts and consciences for how we might contribute to or break down racial divisions, intolerance, and discrimination.”
http://www.usccb.org/…/upload/racism-and-systemic-racism.pdf
“Even when controlling for both the overall rate of Black police shootings and Black arrest rates,” reads the study, “structural racism was still a significant positive predictor of police shootings of unarmed Black suspects.”
“Officers’ racially biased use of discretion – either intentional or unintentional – is one cause of racial disparities in police contact that are not explained by differences in crime rates. Another cause is formal police policies such as “stop and frisk” and “broken windows” policing...People of color are therefore more likely than whites to be arrested – in part due to differences in crime rates but also due to differences in police policies and use of discretion. Once arrested, people of color are also likely to be charged more harshly than whites; once charged, they are more likely to be convicted; and once convicted, they are more likely to face stiff sentences – all after accounting for relevant legal differences such as crime severity and criminal history...Racial differences found at each stage are typically modest, but their cumulative effect is significant.”

"All media has bias because it is communicated by people with their own opinions and motivations and often directions handed down by superiors, so I believe that looking “behind the curtain” is important to identify which biases might be present in any particular case.
This is to say that it is important to seek multiple sources of news and critically assess the motivations of people who produce media, no matter who they are, and to seek out many perspectives. It is also important to seek out scholarly, peer-reviewed information when you are presented with unsupported statements/data so that you are making the best judgement before spreading information that may be biased. Statistics can be easily and unintentionally distorted when removed from context, and media often reduces data/studies in order to produce stories, so as individuals, fact-checking is essential, even when you may trust the source. The mathematical association of America has a good, brief article on how research gets misused and why we need to fact-check, and Cornell has comprehensive resources for assessing and fact-checking the news we consume." -Chelsea

https://www.maa.org/.../spinning-heads-and-spinning-news...

https://guides.library.cornell.edu/evaluate_news/antidotes




Monday, December 30, 2019

2019 Where Did You Go?

Wow!  A whole year has passed.  I'm not sure why or how the blog got forgotten!  ðŸ˜†
I just read over my last post about finally going back to Hoskins and I've got to be honest; how can I top that?

To pick up where I left off, We did go back for Christmas and had such a great time.  I got to see my brother Steven again.  We shared a big meal together again where I cooked for everyone.  Our trip was overall just a sweet, sweet time of fellowship and getting to know each other better.  We stayed on a local mission base again, but spent most of our time out with family and friends in the village.

For a couple of weeks of May into June, we went back again with Michael. This time, we stayed at my sister, Esther's house, which was a whole new rich experience, though challenging at times.  In August, Alex's daughter Cynthia had a medical emergency, so they came out to Port Moresby to stay with us for a few weeks.  It was fun for them to see how our life is in the Capital after we have spent so much time learning about their life in Hoskins.

In October, our much-awaited for lumber arrived in Hoskins (well, most of it) so we all went for a month to build a small house on my family's block of land.  It is so nice to have our own space now for when we go to Hoskins.

In between visits, we keep in touch with phone calls. And in between visits to Hoskins, life is very busy and full in Port Moresby with ministry.  We have built a house in POM (Port Moresby) on our church's land, so that is a huge blessing to us!

Another big event for 2019 was adding two new members to our family.  We adopted a young, single mom as our daughter, and her son (our grandson!).  If you read our regular newsletters, you will have a better picture of our year in review.  I am hitting the highlights, and I hope to do better in 2020.

Our year ended with us flying to America in November so that Joy could have her tonsils removed before Michael and Lydia's wedding.  It has been a joyous and blessed time--although too brief!--with friends and family.  Tomorrow, we will begin our journey back to our beautiful island home of Papua New Guinea.  We are excited to get back, see our daughter Tina, and grandson Ezra, and after a few weeks, travel back to Hoskins--my home.  ðŸ’“

Volunteering at a local school. 
Cooking food with my sister, Esther.

Our lovely little island home in Hoskins.

Esther, Jenny, and Alex

Our send-off at the Hoskins airport.

Michael and Lydia's wedding.

Our new additions, Tina and Ezra.

Saturday, August 11, 2018

Our Trip to Hoskins

At the end of May, we returned to Hoskins, West New Britain Province, after being away for 14 YEARS!  What a bittersweet homecoming....

When we first moved to Hoskins in 2003, a local couple adopted me. Their names were Stanley and Maria Balu. They had 4 biological children: Alex, Patricia, Steven, and Esther; and two adopted: Me (Jenny) and Alex (a cousin become brother). 

Michael and Daniel with their grandparents in 2004.
My family did not have a clear understanding of the Gospel, but rather held to a mix of traditional animistic beliefs and Catholicism. They lived in fear and darkness. Over the past 15 years, I have prayed fervently that they would hear and believe the Truth, and be set free from the bondage they were living in. About a year ago (maybe longer?), our friends, who are missionaries to the Nakanai people--which is my family's language group, were back in the USA for a break. We got together for a meal, and I asked about my family. I heard that my brother, Alex, and his wife, Grace, had become believers. I was so excited to hear this news!

Upon our return to Papua New Guinea this year, I just knew that our family had to return to Hoskins!  I wanted Michael to see where we lived so long ago, and to be able to connect with our friends and family there before he returned to the USA for college. But, most of all, I needed to know about the rest of my family...did they remember me and think about me as much as I had thought of them?


I texted our missionary friends ahead of time to see if they could get word to my family that I was coming. Sadly, I had heard that my father had died, but I did not know if my mother was still alive. Many times over the past 15 years I had dreamed about walking up the path to her house and seeing her face again!
After arriving in Hoskins, I asked around about my family and found out that my mother had died also. This grieved my heart so badly. I had hoped and prayed all these years that I would be able to see them again and that they would become believers. Neither had happened. I felt so heavy and weighed down by this burden and felt like I had come “home” too late.
The day after arriving, our friend took me to Alex’s house. I was so nervous and excited and hoped he would remember me. As soon as we saw each other we both began to cry and hug. I really have no words to adequately describe that reunion. It was deep, because we were not just reuniting as brother and sister, but we now shared an even deeper bond because of our faith in the Messiah. I also got reacquainted with my sister-in-law, Grace. Her and Alex were very young when I met them before. Now, they had 8 children, with one more on the way.
After visiting at their house, Alex went with me to Esther’s house. Esther did not know that we were coming; she was so surprised to see me! I met her husband, John, who is a good man, and their 5 children. It was so good to see them again and to catch up on their lives. Steven, my other brother, is at school is Rabaul, so I did not get to see him. He is not married yet, and is doing well. Patricia is in Goroka, but will be transferring to teach in Port Moresby after the school holiday in December. (I got to see her a few weeks ago when she was flying through Port Moresby on her way to Rabaul. We squeezed each other so tight!)
Alex, Jenny, and Esther (holding her newest daughter, Sharon). Reunited after 15 years!
Daniel and Esther, 2004.

Reunited with sister Patricia.

Okay, back to Hoskins. Our week there was so sweet, despite Daniel being sick the first few days, and Tom being sick most of the week with Malaria. ☹
Every day, I either walked to Alex’s or Esther’s to visit, and sometimes they walked to where we were staying. I cooked a big dinner for everyone on the weekend and we took lots of photos! Michael was gifted with some shell money from Esther that had been in my mother’s family. My brother-in-law, John, brought some fresh fish as a gift for Tom the night before we left. We froze it, brought it home, and smoked it later—it was delicious!  Before leaving, Alex ceremonially presented me with shell money and stated that I am truly and officially his sister.
Family dinner.

We went to church with Alex and Grace on the Sunday that we were there, and enjoyed sweet fellowship. Grace played guitar and lead in the singing, and Alex led different parts of the service. It is hard to put into words how I felt seeing them involved in the church, hearing their testimonies, and seeing how they live their life now, compared to before. There were many moments of joyful tears! This trip, along with the reunions, were something that I have dreamed of, prayed for, but at times never knew if it would happen on this side of eternity. While I was—and am—grieved that I could not see my parents, I took comfort knowing that they remembered us, talked about us, and always held onto hope that we would come back. I hope they know that I came back and that I always loved them and never forgot about them. They kept photos of our family and told their grandchildren we would return one day.
We all exchanged phone numbers and keep in touch through texts and phone calls now. Last week, I received news and photos that Grace safely delivered her baby—a girl—in the car on the way to the clinic! I have since spoken with Grace, and she gave me the news that the baby is my name sake; they named her Jennifer. I am one, proud Auntie!!! God-willing, I will be going “home” over the Christmas holiday to meet my new niece and to see Steven, who should be home for the holiday as well. I continue to pray for the rest of my family to know the truth and believe in the One who can give them eternal life and peace in this world.
My namesake, baby Jenny.

 In my heart, Hoskins is home.

Friday, July 20, 2018

Catching Up


An overdue update:
The people who took pity on us and gave us a ride (from my last journal entry) have really blessed us and have become friends.  Peter & his wife helped us while we were looking at cars and thankfully, we now have our own car. No more riding the smelly PMV’s!!  I have not felt any kind of culture stress for awhile now. You just have to go with the flow here, or you would be stressed out and frustrated all the time. Example: the driver's services office still has no cards to print licenses....
We have been running a successful morning pre-school, and afternoon tutoring for a few months now. We had one student the first day, a few more each day, and now we have 20-25 coming each week. We do classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Tom spends almost every day over in Gereka at the iCare4U construction site.
We have really been blessed by becoming a part of the Ulamagi Church in Gereka. I go to women’s fellowship Wednesday mornings, the kids go to youth fellowship Friday nights, and we attend on Sundays. It is a precious group of believers led by two pastor-couples: Lilly and Ako, and Salome and Ricky. They have such huge hearts!
Moving forward, I would like to invest more time in the women I meet. I have taught a bread baking class and a pizza making class, as well as some basic laptop skills. There is a huge need for not only English literacy, but computer literacy as well. 
(Written July 6)

Sunday, July 15, 2018

Culture Stress


Today was one of those days where we struggled with culture stress. Tom had to deal with getting our washing machine repaired or replaced.  It’s been broken for almost 2 weeks. Nothing happens fast here. Things are night & day different!
Before we left the house today, I was chatting with my brother on WhatsApp. He shared an inspirational quote with me. The line that stuck with me was to see the beauty around me. It’s easy to lose sight of the beauty in this city. It’s filthy, smelly, suffocating. There is rubbish and waste everywhere, betel nut spittle spewed on walks and walls, poverty and disease everywhere I look—both humans and animals. I see filth and desperation, and I lose sight of the beauty. I needed to hear that today—to look for the beauty.
So I looked for the beauty as I rode the hot, smelly, dusty, crowded, suffocating PMV. I reminded myself to see the beauty when my anxiety was getting the best of me and my stomach was cramping on that bus. Today we had to take 3 buses to town and 4 home. I tried so hard to see the beauty as I walked the streets of Port Moresby with the relentless sun and humidity bearing down on me.  I tried to find humour in the fact that after finally arriving at the drivers license center, we were told to try back next week because they were out of cards!
And God did not disappoint. There was beauty in the bus ride to town. Out my window, I saw the rolling hills, the coastlines, and the beautiful people. In town I saw friendly smiles, some bubbling streams, and the beauty of people going about their day, determined to keep surviving despite the poverty.  We met new friends who took pity on us and gave us a ride when we were unsure of where were going. There was beauty in smiling eyes when Joy and I shared some potato crisps with the children behind us on the bus home.
Tonight I enjoyed the beauty of friendship while visiting in the cool of the evening with my two neighbours who have become my dearest friends. I pray I can continue to see the treasures in the ordinary and find beauty in this city filled with heartache and sickness.
Written on Thursday, 3 May 2018


Friday, July 13, 2018

Coming Home, Part 2


When we arrived at the airport in Port Moresby, we were excited!  After leaving the airplane, we had to go through immigration and customs. As it turned out, the instructions we were given on board our last flight was not correct…they told us we only had to fill out one customs & immigration form per family…turns out it was one per person. Thankfully we had a very patient and sweet immigrations worker who really blessed us with her kind words and helpful attitude. After getting through that long line, it appeared that we would need to wait in another long line to go through customs.
As we entered the waiting area for customs, God blessed us again with a kind worker. The gentleman asked me if we were moving to Papua New Guinea, and I responded affirmatively. He then pointed to a doorway and told us to go and he welcomed to his country!  We never even had to go through customs!  
We loaded all of our bags onto Ismael's truck and began our short ride to our new home. Joy and I stayed and unpacked, while Tom and the teens went to town with a list of some necessities that we needed to settle in and be able to cook for the next few days.  I still have no idea how Joy and I stayed awake!  We were exhausted and I felt like I was sleep-walking. But I kept resisting the urge to lay down and nap. I just robotically unpacked one bag after another after another.... Boy did it feel good to sleep that night. I'm glad we all pushed through. It really helped with the jet lag.
(At the time of writing this,) we have been here two weeks, and have certainly had our ups and downs. Rather than progressing through the different stages of culture shock and acclimation, I feel that sometimes I go through them all in a matter of hours or a day!  I am so glad to be here and amazed at how God has worked on our behalf and blessed us so much. We still have needs, and stress over things, but we need to have faith that God will continue to provide for us.
We have made some sweet new friends. We love our neighbors! Yesterday I met a dear sister who lives down the road and has a heart for orphans and children.  I met another sweet sister at church Sunday, and I know many more friends are to come. I am excited to see God work everything together is His time as we minister to vulnerable women and children here in Port Moresby.
Written on Wednesday, May 2, 2018

Sunday, July 1, 2018

Coming Home, Part 1

There were times I never thought returning to Papua New Guinea would be a reality. I often thought it was only a dream that would never be fulfilled; a longing I would carry with me the rest of my life. That just makes this homecoming all the more sweet!  I am back where I belong. I can feel it in my bones. This islands girl is HOME to stay (God-willing)!

I had every intention of keeping a regular journal after arriving here. I wanted to document everything. But, as always, life and busyness got in the way. I will share what I have written, and try to do better going forward. Ha!


We left our house around 5 o’clock PM Saturday, 14 April 2018.  We had a longer trip to the airport than expected. The GPS we were using took us on a very long and roundabout way through NYC to the airport. We arrived, checked in, and had a very short wait to board our first flight.


Our first flight left at 12:30 AM Sunday with a stopover in Vancouver on our way to Manila. The first leg to Vancouver, BC, was about 5 ½ hours. We were there about an hour to pick up more passengers, and did not get off the plane.  We soon departed for our LOOOOOONG trip across the ocean to Manila, Philippines. This flight was around 13 hours, 50 minutes long. We arrived in Manila around 9:30 AM Monday morning (Manila time).


We had a 14-hour layover in Manila, and departed for Port Moresby around 9:30 PM, Monday. After a 5-hour flight, we arrived in Port Moresby around 7:30 AM Tuesday.
Our landlord and friend was waiting for us, with a few guys to help get all of our bags onto his truck and to our house.

Prior to leaving on this journey, I was experiencing a lot of anxiety and fear about traveling with the whole family, and more specifically with Joy.  A few hours before leaving, I sent out a prayer request email specifically about traveling with a child with special needs. I know many people were praying for us…I could feel it and felt like the whole trip was a series of small miracles.

Joy amazed me throughout the whole trip. It was unbelievable how great she did!  I know that dealing with the changes, lack of sleep, different food, people, environment…sights, sounds, smells, tastes, etc., could not have been easy for her. She loved her first experience flying and took it all in stride…she is my champion and hero!

I did get really sick in Manila due to some food poisoning, but it was still an amazing trip overall. I prayed fervently for healing and God did not disappoint!  My nausea and other symptoms passed before our final flight. This whole trip greatly increased my faith in God!  It also made me feel as though my faith is small. I know I can count on Him, yet why do I worry and doubt?